15 days part 2

After 2 days of total silence and me already letting you go you text me at 6.30 am on a sunday. I was awake, tried to ignore the text and not feel like a 'booty call' as I knew you were probably drunk but I also knew that if I needed to move on from you I also needed to talk to you and get closure.
You came around, with an unapologetic face. I didnt kiss you at the door. And yes you were still drunk but at the same time the most sobber you could be.
We went to bed, you apologised and told me that you liked me but you felt overwhelmed at times. I said the same and once the word 'missing you' left my mouth and you said the same we were in each other's arms and the rest is the story that all know.
I really hope we can work things out.
I really hope this lockdown is over so we can go on long bikes rides and walks, explore london, go out for dinner or a food market.
Get to know each other aside each other's houses and beds. More real dialogue than texting over WhatsApp.
I believe you and even when I dont I tried my hardest to believe there is someone out there that respects my dignity of life and that person may be you.