Wrapped up

Our first date was the best date I’ve ever been on. Bar hopping until we got kicked out of the last place because it was closing. I remember feeling for the first time in a long time; completely and utterly myself. I wasn’t focused on what I was saying or what I looked like or what you thought of me, I was just completely wrapped up in our conversation and how gorgeous you were. Months of dating went by, we met each other’s family, we were having fun without it being too much of a whirlwind romance, it was just right. Until it wasn’t. You couldn’t commit, you made me walk away. Christmas reminds me of you and I last year. It’s been 8 long months and I miss you, but I’ll do my best to focus on the fun times rather than dwell on what could’ve been. I hope you find a way back to walk back into my life some day.