That first post lockdown kiss

Went to a uni Christmas party and was getting vibes from this girl all night. All my friends suddenly disappear somewhere on the dancedloor and I'm left alone w her. We kept getting closer and closer as we danced and I decided to potentially hold eye contact a bit more (I barely keep eye contact when dancing because I'm awkward and it makes me uncomfortable) and low and behold, she kisses me. 
First time in over a year that I've been kissed and I've never cringed so much in my life. It was SO bad. All I could think about was how I was missing some of the best songs that were playing for this bad kiss and how weird it felt. We pull away because I NEED to sing the next song and she wouldn't stop weirdly sticking her tongue out at me and I just- I cringe so much when I think about it!
I will pray to whichever gods I have to to ensure she won't go to the same club as me at the end of term. I'm not going through that again.