Orange tulips

Me and my partner met when we 17 years old. Ironically we met in France on top of the eiffel tower but lucky for us we were both on a trip with friends on our own (I was with my girlfriends and he was with his boyfriends). We spent our whole entire trip together and you guessed it - we both got very lucky ;) He was the love of my life and to my surprise... HE PROPOSED! We got married straight away when we returned to the UK and we were happily married for around 2 months and I even got pregnant with his baby. Sadly though I got a call saying he got into a horrible car accident which put him in a coma. He was in a coma for around 2 months. But I remember one day I was visiting the hospital and I was almost 4 months pregnant at the time and I was sitting by his side and he miraculously woke up holding my hands - it felt like I had seen God! I'll always remember his first words when he opened his eyes was I love you. I burst into tears and I had finally got my husband back. I spent the whole day at the hospital and by the time evening came about he was exhausted and so was I... He insisted I went home and got some rest for both me and the child. I listened, there was nothing else much I could do so I left home but I sent him a message every hour until I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning and headed straight to the hospital. I picked him up some flowers of his favourite colour (orange tulips) and as I was about to enter the room a doctor called my name and asked to see me in his office. He sat me down and started to speak - his words just blurred out of my brain and they were just slight murmurs now. He didn't make it, the doctor told me during the night his immune system failed and he sadly passed away. The doctor told me he was holding his phone with our messages open, apparently he was typing some messages to me but they never sent through. So now I am spending this lockdown alone but Im due on the 9th of July 2021 and part of my lover will now always be with me. I miss you loads Harry and I'll never love anyone the same like you. Fly high x