Warning signs

We met through work, you chased for me 3 years (despite being in a relationship). We lost contact, then our paths crossed again.
6 months of on & off dating (and SO many red flags I didn’t notice, until it was too late), then we became official.
2 months in & lockdown 1.0 strikes.. you ignore me for 3 weeks, just disappeared off the radar with no explanation. You finally remember you have a girlfriend, who is on the verge of giving up on you completely. Lame excuses, no solid apology & we’re back on track.
Along comes a peaceful, & content summer, we fell in love properly with long days at the beach. Your friends cannot believe how in love you are.

Lockdown 2.0 strikes… you break up with me & give THE most lame excuses (but keep reiterating that I am the perfect woman for you). 2 months later & you’re engaged to your ‘friend’ of 10 years.
Desperation? A calculated plan that you needed time to put into place? You make my blood boil at the very thought of you.
I wish I’d have run in the opposite direction at the first red flag.
Now you don’t even acknowledge my presence when you see me, like I did something wrong to you.