10 Foot Pole

I had my first girlfriend, lost my v card and broke up all before we even made it to the 2021 lockdown. It was horrendously chaotic, if I was given the chance to do it again - I wouldn't. I wouldn't go near that experience with a 10 foot pole. But it taught me to listen to myself, to know when things don't feel right that it isnt self sabotage. It's instinct telling you to run from what isn't good for you. Telling you that you can get more from this universe than what you currently have.