Lost

My story has been an ever-changing and tiresome journey which started at the beginning of this pandemic, and it is a story that I know millions of people will relate to. Adjusting to this different style of life has been difficult. I have watched myself grow, crumble and take on new challenges. I have also lost many people I thought would be around forever, and also made new friends and memories, but at the end of it all it has been a very hard battle with myself. Over this past year I have slowly fallen out of love with myself, and this breaks my heart more than any break-up I have ever been through. I didn't really understand this until now but if you can't love yourself, there is absolutely no way that you can love someone else. I really just hope this is a temporary situation, and soon I can find myself again.