My love story?

My love story? I fancied a guy who liked me back in high school but we never told each other. 2 years later he messaged me confessing his feelings. Scared of falling in love, I blocked him a week after. I know. Smart. 3 months ago he found me and we talked and talked till 5 in the morning. I have never been in love my entire life and I can officially say that I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with but our situations don't allow it. The pain of being away from a lover is unbearable, intense. Mu family doesn't allow me to be with him either so, stay tuned for a possible eloping insta live session!