Period Sex

Throughout lockdown 1, you gave me dreams of amazing, liberating, without inhibitions sex. I was looking forward to exploring my likes with you and you were willing to give it time.

When the time came to meet-up, you just wanted to be friends. 

Was I too inexperienced? Not bold enough? Or you just wanted sex and you feared I will get attached? How can you now be “just friends” with someone you wanted to have period sex with? Why was I comfortable with the idea of trying all this with a jerk like you? Why do I still feel that a part of me will always wonder what sex with you could have been like?