Out here

I don’t believe anyone truly loves themselves. There I said it. Nobody does what they do on TikTok and rolls out of bed ecstatic everyday. I think you just learn how to cope on your own - and then you’re single too long and get too picky. I’m trying to love myself but I don’t think it’s real. If you’re adamant on being alone then you’re avoidant, if you admit to wanting to meet someone your anxious. You just get caught up in the routine. Too much social media and too much choice. It’s damn hard out here.