Ultimates

We had been and out of each other’s lives for the last 5 years. Every time it ended it was always unresolved and the time apart seemed to enable us even more but we had this intense, unbreakable connection. Snuck out last weekend to spend all night in the park with him. We revealed things to each other that we thought were over but obviously, are still alive and well. 2 days later I told him if there was no commitment, that would be it. No more contact. For the first time, we ended things amicably. We’ve grown and matured but I’ve learnt that’s not enough. I will always love him. If I can’t marry him I’ll travel and experience life to try to forget that the love of my life can’t be with me.