What I Needed

Earlier in lockdown I learnt to enjoy something I hadn't yet had the guts to try out: meeting with random strangers in parks and woodland. I missed random hook-ups, and this way I was able to cut out the bullshit and just get what I needed. It's been an incredible experience and I've never felt more comfortable sexually than when experiencing those brief but intense moments. Now that life returns to some kind of normal I don't know how much longer I can continue engaging in such practices. The beautiful weather helped and now it's cooler I feel less inclined to bare all. I feel like I need to cut down but I know it's going to be difficult. I've found a new outlet. I will always want more.