Why not me?

How can we be friends with benefits but like each other this intense connection we both can’t seem to shake off even if we meet new people we are so drawn to each other unable to let each other go? You said you liked me and care for me but you’re with her and I can’t seem to think why not me - why am I not good enough? You say it’s so we don’t ruin what we have as friends and you never want to loose me but I don’t know why I can’t lose feelings for you so for now I’ll love you from a distance.