Thor

fell in love for the first time at the age of 24. There are a million words I could write to pay tribute to our story, but I've already spent a lifetime ruminating over our relationship. 

I truly never expected to fall for you, but I did. Falling in love with you was the most magical feeling in the world. You made me feel beautiful and seen like I've never experienced before. Just the thought of you made me melt like a child.

Looking back, I realize now how toxic we were for each other. We got trapped in the cycle and couldn't escape. Every time things got bad, it felt like a knife had been pierced through my heart. I spent half our relationship walking on eggshells, waiting for the next roller coaster dip. 

We were a burning red kind of love, but real love should feel like daylight. I realize that now. I'm still healing and finding myself again, but I am so excited for the day I find real love. It will feel safe and warm. It will be gentle and kind. He will be the one I've been waiting for. 

But to you, Thor, I am forever grateful. My whole life and perspective on love has been forever changed for the better because I met you. I truly thank you for that.