The Way I Feel: Part 2

We have been dating almost two months now. I am absolutely besotted with you. You admitted that you have fallen for me. Being a 36 year old divorced woman I thought I'd experienced love.

But this is different.

This is all consuming.

This grips me from within my stomach and makes my chest ache when you hold me in your arms. I feel lightheaded as you make me orgasm time after time. I lose control, the feeling in my feet and the ability to make sense when you have me under your spell.

I want to say I love you. You have already murmured it. You say you don't mind when you hear it back as you know how I feel. Believe me I want to say it. I'm still shit scared yet excited about the future.

What did I do to deserve you? I love you.