Wednesdays Girl

Reading back through my diary dating back to 2015, I've noticed that I have always been in relationships where we never really got past the talking stage. Well can you really call them relationships? More like situationships? Their feelings for me seemed to change on a day to day basis, they were all so hot and cold. They would tell me what our kids would look like on the Monday. By Wednesday, they would tell me they need space.

Then I met you, just before lockdown. I was so sure we would never work out. What would we have to talk about? Would you get bored if we couldnt have sex?Even with these challenges we managed to make it work and I fell ridiculously in love with you. We've already done so much together and have so much planned, but something is off. Maybe it's me? Maybe I'm much better online than in person? Why do I feel like Wednesday is coming?