Fuck up

I miss you. Do you miss me too?

It’s been 2 months since I’ve seen you. I thought I would be over it by now. It took gigantic effort to not text you on New Year’s Day. This time last year in lockdown, we were talking all day. Did you silently wish me a happy new year like I wished you this year? 

Why did you have to fuck up what we had going on?