9 men

In the past 18 mnths I have dated 9 different men. Each gained a nickname. PE Teacher, The Nob, Irish, Fireman, Hatfish, Danny Boy, The plumber, Traveller, Lockdown and Scottish. Each and everyone of them wanted a second date but I didn’t. Two turned into flings and then into FWB. One I spoke to every single day for six weeks during the Winter lockdown, when I finally met him, I spent the entire date thinking of everyone else I would rather have sex with. I am not even sure why I was dating now, maybe I just wanted to have sex. I’ve deleted my aps, think I am going to decorate my house and buy a new vibrator. But I know when I get a quiet moment on my own I will end up back swiping. To fill the void, there is still a part of me that craves connection.