And just like that
Covid hit me hard, the anxiety around everyday life was intense, a guy from work became my rock through it all and one thing led to another and it was always casual, but always felt more… a year later I’m convinced it’s more than causal, it has to be the way we spend time together, the things he says when we’re together, the way he looks at me.. so I take the plunge and ask for more, only to be told “but we’re just casual”… and just like that it’s all over.