For months I’d been out of touch with my ex..

For months I’d been out of touch with my ex who I was completely besotted with. I’d been blocked and deleted and been told in no uncertain terms not to contact her. I’d actually started to get my head around it and started seeing another girl. Out of the blue in mid December she texted me in the middle of the night.
She came back to London at the beginning of January and everything started to come together. We had our anniversary together and then Valentine’s Day. We were making plans and everything was so perfect. We walked through Hampstead Heath most days and had the sweetest lockdown ever.

A week before lockdown ends, I caught her on Tinder. Then she tells me she’s not sure if can see a future between us.

Then she left me again.

She’s broken my heart and I’m devastated and I don’t go a second without thinking about her and what I could have done differently....