It’s gonna get messy

So I matched with the guy of my absolute DREAMS on bumble in June, right when there were talks of starting to ease lockdown restrictions. I invited him over immediately (because I hadn’t had sex in quite awhile and I couldn’t help myself) and he agreed to come. I was so so so nervous because he is so FIT. Literally one of the most beautiful humans I’ve ever laid my eyes on. We ended up having sex a few times that night and it was the BEST I’ve ever had in my entire life. We talked as well and he was really sweet and had good banter. Since then I’ve seen him a few more times; he’s very busy with work so it’s not as often as I’d like, but every time has been amazing. I get such a rush when I’m with him it’s crazy, I’ve never felt like this before especially this soon. He doesn’t want anything serious, but I’ve kinda started to develop feelings for him so I know it’s gonna get messy sooner or later....