Hard & Fast: Part 2

An update from August 2021:
So we're back together. Again. It's been 10 months & so far third time's the charm... I think? Things are going ok but is that because I'm making too many concessions? Am I so desperate to hold on to this that I'm letting you walk all over of me? When we're together things are great. Really great. You introduced me to your kids & your family & I was over the moon. But when we're apart I question everything. Absolutely everything. Most weeks I only see you once. Some days not even a text. I just have an overwhelming sense of unease. Shouldn't I feel more secure? Oh god, am I turning into that woman that can't see what's right in front of her?