I sent him a limerick about my vagina and we went from there
There's a risk he might read this. But, fuck it. He told me to write one.
We connected over a recipe exchange his sister sent us. We emailed twice and then - nothing. His sister (my best friend) hinted that he might be into me....aka showed me messages where he said he found me attractive. I can't deny that inflated my ego. So I sent him a limerick about my vagina and we went from there. It's been good to email back and forth although they are harder to keep track off - to remember what's been said.
We met in a park the other day - I had been up all night and was exhausted. Luckily he talks a lot so I could relax. And I did relax. He is easy to listen to.
I can be quite an intense person - I give my all, to everyone. I am worried that he thinks I want more from the situation than I do. We both said we don't want to be exclusive but I don't know whether he is seeing other people. I am.
I hope it continues but these types of situations always have an end point. It can't end badly - for my friend / his sisters sake. I don't even know why I am thinking about it ending when it hasn't even begun! Chronic over-thinker.
Anyway - I keep dreaming about having sex. I actually masturbated thinking about him which I never do - I always use porn. And now I can't stop thinking about his body. I am obsessed. I hope has has a good dick - if he didn’t that would be a real shame.