Heavy

You are warm and kind - when you are in a good mood I feel the happiest in the world.
But you are unreliable; you have a short temper, you struggle with low self esteem.
When I wake up in the morning, each day I pray that it will be a sunny day for your emotions, that you will see light not darkness.
On those cloudy dark days you push me away, I am left to pick up the pieces. I feel sad. Even so, I try to be gentle and understanding
I can’t help but feel resentful when you go back to having a sunny day again, the taste of your dark days still weighs heavily on my mind.
I love you but sometimes this love feels too heavy to carry.
Will I always have to carry the weight of both of our emotions?