Illogical decisions

I ended a relationship of 6 years right before lockdown and within a week I started a new relationship. Given that I'm such a rational person who'd only act on logic, this was maybe the most illogical decision I've ever made yet it turned out to be the best. I genuinely think I've met my soulmate. Thinking that I could've ruined this just because I wanted to be a logical person gives me anxiety. I even moved in with them for a while during lockdown - again, something I would never do normally because I'm so hard to live with due to my intense need for hygiene and privacy. Turns out, you can't really be hard to live with when you live with the right person. So grateful for letting myself act on emotions and be silly. Maybe even for this bloody pandemic! I'm happier than ever.