Chaos

I met you just before lockdown, and while the world was in chaos I didn’t care because I had you. Never in my life had I connected with someone they way I connected with you and I fell hard. We spent two Thanksgivings together with your family. I was on a first name basis with your parents. I felt like I was home.
The first week of 2022 you broke my heart. I wasn’t enough for you. And now I’m falling apart all alone while you smile with your new girlfriend. I hate myself for falling for you and I hate you for making me care about you. And worst of all I hate that a part of me still loves you.