Not ok

I left my four year relationship for you. I spent lockdown alone. It was ok because I dreamt of our future that you promised me. Us, kids, doggos. 

You told me you loved me, kissed me, told me you are sorry, and then moved back in with your partner and child and left me completely alone to pick up the pieces. 

I stayed strong for you, comforted you, told you it was ok, that you're not a bad person, that I will always love you. Then you cut me off.

Its not ok. You destroyed me.