Ready?

We only dated for a few months. I hadn’t even fallen in love with you yet, or so I’d thought. Because why are you still on my mind so much, a year after we went on our first date? I miss spending time with you, cooking for you, going for runs together, snuggling and just relaxing. I know I walked away from you, you said you weren’t ‘ready’. But you know I miss you. I think you might even have a girlfriend now. I politely removed you from social media to give my brain a break. I wholeheartedly wish you happiness if that’s the case, but I also wish you would turn up outside my door and tell me you’re ‘ready now’.