An update to The Way I Feel (24.11.20)

This weekend is 6 months since our first date and I am so happy. I have never felt the way you make me feel - like nobody else is in the world when we are together. You sing to me, you dance with me, you stroke my hair, you check in on me and most importantly you have welcomed my chaotic life with 2 children to entwine with yours. This in itself means everything to me.

The day we matched I had received my divorce papers after 2 years separated due to my husband's infidelity. I wanted to hide but I took the 'chin up, what have you got to lose' approach and met you for coffee. The paperwork was finalised this week and I have never felt more relaxed about it. That's because you have given me space to process it, listened to me rant when things got too much, encouraged me to stand up for myself and declared yourself my 'team' from day one.

Again, thank you. Even if this doesn't last forever (the cynic in me doesn't allow me to do 'forever' anymore), the moments I have with you are amazing. You stopped me from crumbling that first day and you have ensured I realise my worth every day since. 

Thank you xx