Snap

I can’t stop thinking about him and over lockdown it’s just got worse. We had a friends with benefits / on off relationship for over 3 years. All I wanted at the time was to be with him and he was never interested. Then finally he asked me to be his girlfriend but I’d started to see someone else a week before (not that he knew this) and it was a case of too little too late. That was 8 years ago. I’m now married to that someone else with two children but since everything with covid he’s back on my mind. What would have happened if we’d have given it a go? I daydream about him constantly. All I want to do is message him and tell him I want to have sex with him. How do I snap out of this….