Catching feelings… and flights

One month before I’m supposed to move abroad I start talking to a cute guy online. The messages are long and there seems to be a natural chemistry. We exchange numbers and continue chatting...C-19 stops us meeting. I tell him that I’m moving abroad but the virus has put that on hold, and I think that I might not go until 2021. Things change and we start hanging out. He’s hot, a deep thinker and incredibly affectionate...I’m big time catching feelings. Then out of the blue I get the call saying my flight is booked...sooner than I thought. Now I have a flight but what to do with my feelings? It’s too soon to commit but I don’t want to back out. I’m an 11 hour plane journey away in the times of Covid and when I leave who knows when I’ll be back. This sucks.